beautiful:emptiness - Promo 2008 (Demo, 2008)

The black metal project " beautiful:emptiness " belongs to ianzél (Desesperanza, Precaria, Heridas, Narcotic Isolation) and started originally with the name of " æon Shaped Melancholy " as a black ambient act. The name changed due to musical and purpose changes. The only song in the promo was recorded when the author had 14 years of age. This promotional demo is a net-release; b:e recorded a full-length album named " Finding Happiness in Suicide " but was never released because of personal circumstances altough Frozen Veins Records was in charge of it. The project was created in the winter of 2007 in a Mexican area of poverty.

Tracklist:

1. Nubes del Desánimo - 9:24

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http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?gymmymnrdyn

Bleak - Reflections on Death (Demo, 2002)

Bleak is NOT about being 'Grim', 'Nekro', 'NS', 'Kvlt' or any other trends that affected teens may be buying into within the different sub-genres of Black Metal. Bleak is about Despair, Depression, Hopelessness... Bleak is about the realization of inevitable death, loss of all that is valued, and the absolute, unavoidable failure of mankind, and all that mankind has created. If labeling by a genre is necessary i would say it is Orchestral Depressive Black Metal.

Tracklist:

1. Reflections on Death - 28:46

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http://www.mediafire.com/?wkghwiemgwk

Twilight Falls - Lore From an Ancient Forest (Demo, 2004)

Atmospheric Black Metal. A raw sounding encovers its entire essence. Crude ambient intermediates within the blast break styled riffs. Clear acoustic melodies, nature sounds, great vocal work, uncommon drumming yet organic and intelligent at the same time. Album consists of 1 single recording in which 5 tracks are joint. The music is raw, dark, aggressive and unique.

Tracklist:

1. Lore From an Ancient Forest - 27:24
· [The Misty Path of Awakening]
· [A Sacred Forest of Ash]
· [Meadow of Tormented Spirits]
· [Shadows of a Dark Forest]
· [Dance of the Shadow Demons]

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http://www.mediafire.com/?d0oytzy1mni

Lajlia - Of Anti-Real and Thought-Scape—Between Dreams and Nightmares (Full-length, 2008)

A project dealing with the balance of dreams and nightmares, portraying childhood hopes versus adult reality. Themes like dreams, broken hopes, nostalgia, amazement, fright, depression, childlike innocence, fantastic worlds et al. Genres could go from mainly Ambient to Experimental Funeral Black Metal.

Tracklist:

1. Stars so Bright - 2:25
2. Stranger - 3:25
3. Vestiges (I: Of Imagination...) - 21:42
4. Love Me / Little Sister - 3:52
5. Kawaii / Kami-Sama - 5:01
6. Vestiges (II: ...Of Transcendence) - 30:18
7. ...You've Grown Up (Love I) - 3:59
8. Twilight Skies - 2:21

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http://www.mediafire.com/?ylwoqz2mm4n

Evaulfth - Evolved from Frost and Sorrow (Full-length, 2007)

Razor distorted atmospheres. Madness covers this piece entirely, seems something happened in the time it was being made, there's something interesting and different from the past album. Industrial Ambient takes great influence of Evolved from Frost and Sorrow. In the background of the intense distortion layers it can be heard hidden cleaner melodies, but one needs to have a very sharp ear to appreciate them. Complex work.

Tracklist:

1. Dawn - 15:00
2. Rise - 23:47
3. Thought - 8:47
4. Fall - 26:53

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http://www.mediafire.com/?jntnzjulr5t

Evaulfth - Requiem of Void and Desolation (Full-length, 2007)

Frequent long and monotone ambient parts, assault to the senses, intelligent, romantic yet ferocious melodies, very few accent on vocals and lyrics, metallic sounds. Could be described as Ambient Black Metal with Avant-garde and Doom touches. Excellency is made sound-art.

Tracklist:

1. Thoughts in Nihil - Part I - 21:40
2. Thoughts in Nihil - Part II -21:15

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http://www.mediafire.com/?5uzgmgt4dti

emotion.i:void - stage.ii:void (Full-length, 2008)

Impressing. This work is made in a period of time in life that people having 90 years of age couldn't even take nor have ever experienced. Begins with blackened ambient at first, droning and hypnotizing passages. Then altered DSBM comes, its eventual emptiness sensation fills it. Finally one of the most painful, desolate, anguishing feeling hits the climax, making oneself think about that moments that the artist had to pass to reflect this agony so purely... It ends with ambiental outro after DSBM concludes. Anyways it must be seen as a complete single journey, not as single 'Track 4' for example.

Tracklist:

1. index.vi:void - 14:55
2. index.vii:void - 17:16
3. index.viii:void - 16:05
4. index.ix:void - 14:56
5. index.x:void - 16:06

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emotion.i:void - stage.i:void (Full-length, 2008)

Depressive Suicidal Black Metal act containing a vast influence of Blackened Ambient, static and trance-like feel towards a deep anguish is perceived naturally here. This project requires certain mood for understanding its essence. Spheres of melodies are monotonous and intense.

Tracklist:

1. index.i:void - 15:37
2. index.ii:void - 14:33
3. index.iii:void - 17:29
4. index.iv:void - 15:51
5. index.v:void - 15:10

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http://www.mediafire.com/?im2z2z2tkd2

æon nought - Salvation From Human Nature (Full-length, 2009)

Wonderful masterpiece! This work brings what people commonly express as "I listen to it because touches me and will never stop doing it." indeed, it really touches, song structure throughout the album is divided in 7 parts, by 4 recordings with an excellent production, first comes ambient, then black ambient begins to grow and in the developing you realize that its totally melancholic, as very few are able to express, it ends with a vacuum-like feel. Unique.

Tracklist:

1. Salvation (Initial) / Minds... - 18:34
2. Shrine to Intelligent Design - 16:30
3. Cogito Ergo Sufferam / ...In Motion - 21:41
4. Null Set / Salvation (Complete) - 14:18

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http://www.mediafire.com/?odjmjmniwny

æon nought - Visions / World Destroyed (Full-length, 2009)

Innocence. What is shown in full ambient pieces like this is very uncommon, because children are who wield pure innocence, not adults. But to show it in this adult world as one, is a clearly hard work. Dreamy and obscure passages inside this soundscapes.

Tracklist:

1. Lost in There - 4:30
2. ...Nothing Remains - 9:16
3. Somnija eks Maikhiniis - 13:06
4. Landscape I - 15:06
5. ...Kim was Sentient - 6:38
6. Somnija eks Homine - 13:06
7. Somnija eks Floire Ultimoi - 4:46
8. Landscape II - 10:40

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http://www.mediafire.com/?zlilyzzjknn

æon nought - Opus IV: Twilight / Mind (Full-length, 2008)

Epic and Memorable. 2 Acts, 2 journeys, 2 paths of Funeral Black Ambient. Architecture in this pieces is made by compasses of 16 units, provoking a sensation of abstraction in the first half but a sensation of drowning in its high emotional charge in its other half at realizing the harmony does not end when expected... Excellent work.

Tracklist:

1. Act I: The Twilight - 40:44
2. Act II: The Mind - 39:14

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http://www.mediafire.com/?w2mqmnazwm4

æon nought - That Which Lieth Beyond the Light (Full-length, 2008)

Coldness. Comfort with a nostalgic coldness, innocence and a sign of vague hope is notable in this masterpiece of melancholic ambient. This release has a great value, was made in a difficult period in the life of -niarch. Instrumental parts use to wake nostalgic emotions. One of the most extraordinary ambient pieces.

Tracklist:

1. Inwards—Part I / Outwards—Part I - 19:32
2. ...I am Become Death - 12:14
3. Inwards—Part II - 20:18
4. ...Des Lichts - 17:38
5. Outwards—Part II - 5:34

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http://www.mediafire.com/?vgyuzidzme1

æon nought - Stille Melancholie Eindelozer Verletenheid (Full-length, 2007)

Complex sound structures architected by mainly melancholic but at the same time despondent emotions. Distorted passages can show the overall feeling of the crude but sweet scapes. Soft passages can show the genuine feel of some calm sensations.

Tracklist:

1. Though and Desolation - 18:13
2. Stille Melancholie Eindelozer Verlatenheid - 17:19
3. Vallend in Oneindiger Eeuwighede - 18:15
4. For Æons and Millennia - 18:33

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http://www.mediafire.com/?j5ngtvkllni

æon nought - Outside Salvation (Full-length, 2007)

Depressive Black Ambient project made by -niarch. Claims not to be labeled as any genre but this is the feel given by it. Chaos, desolation and abstractness is what this first release wields in its inner void.

Tracklist:

Conscious Mind I - 33:36
Conscious Mind II - 28:18

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http://www.mediafire.com/?zjqnldzzzzj

Suicidal Neverending Hopelessness - Exclusive Material (Unreleased, 2008)

Suicidal Neverending Hopelessness had planned a second album for late 2008 but the artist (Nihiliztikvoid) killed the project before finishing more recordings for the second full-length by personal reasons. In this scapes its clear how the melodies progress in a much less monotonous way, its rawness and depressing feeling is also remarkable.

Tracklist:

1. (Requiem in) ...Lost Innocence - 10:12
2. Fragile Skies Sustained by Lovely Rememberances - 7:04
3. Borderline Reached by Auto-Deception and Self-Affliction - 8:02

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http://www.mediafire.com/?5nlgz2bjmyy

Suicidal Neverending Hopelessness - Chronic Metaphorical Ecstasy of Nostalgia (Full-length, 2008)

A Depressive Funeral Black Ambient journey of monotonous melodies making up a dreamlike hatred feeling of constant desolation. Production is totally raw and organic, if you expect some over-produced clean music, then this is not for you. Made by Nihiliztikvoid.

Tracklist:

1. Desolated Soul, Melancholic State, Emotional Emptiness... - 12:28
2. Paradoxical Infinitism of an Abstract Consciousness - 11:07
3. Painful Existance in a World Bounded by Misery - 11:32
4. Sentimental Scapes of Negativism Within Positivism - 12:40
5. Imaginary Through Shatter Dreams Faded Towards Non-Existance - 14:16
6. Childhood Oppressed in Heartless Psychological Structures - 5:39

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http://www.mediafire.com/?ft2ngmdmzyo

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